New Year's Here ...

Okie ... so the New Year's rite around the corner ... and so, wat's new ... but c'mon ... wat's a New Year or Christmas to guys like us ... ie ppl who r on 24x7 jobs ... I'm workin on 31st and 1st nite ... so I guess I'd be spendin my New Year with my Office colleagues ... not wit family or frens which I believe will be the first time ... anyways, it really doesn't matter cos my colleagues at work ain't that bad ... they too r cool in their own 'special' way ... and also I'm not such a New Year enthusiast or watever ... anyways, I do have some New Year resolutions (yeah, like all the previous years) ... the major or most important of them is to REDUCE ... reduce smoking, alcohol, weight, and yeah mayb work too ... and to compensate all the reductions, will have to increase somethin ... mayb entertainment sources or somethin ... heyyy ... but whom am I kiddin??? i know that I'd do nothin of that sort ... atleast my work wud certainly not be reduced ... will give a sincere try to reduce all the others ... and by sincere I mean 5 days tops ... if it doesn't go my way, then it's the highway for all the damn reductions ... and suddenly I realize that wat crap am I writing??? how do u ppl even put up wit such load of crap ??? I certainly wudn't ... so kindly go ahead and just enjoy ur lives and don't even waste 1 microsecond thinkin bout the stuff I just wrote ... that wud be one precious microsecond totally wasted if u wud even consider thinkin bout the stuff I write ... man ... here I go again ... can't even put a stop to somethin ... I just go on n on ... ok ... for the last time ... bye ...

Rite Back ....

Hey ppl ... ok ... i know my last blog angered and upset some ppl ... but hey ... that was just crap like all the other things that I write ... so c'mon ... don't take stuff that I write seriously ... anyways, lot of discoveries were made by me after ppl read my blog ... some of them conveniently arrived at the conclusion that I wrote that crap cos I don't have a girlfriend and thus out of desperation n stuff, I was thinkin bout death ... and to make things clear ... THEY COULDN'T BE MORE WRONG ... they could try to be ... but would fail miserably ... if they think that my life revolves around gettin a girlfriend for myself, then I'm sorry but they are mistaken ... but it's my mistake ... they have always seen me talk about this girl and that and so now they think that I can't live without havin a girlfren ... man ... that is really pathetic ... if I wanted a girlfriend, trust me, I could get one in less than 24 hours ... and yes, that's a bold statement ... maybe they think that I'm gettin ahead of myself ... but truly, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ... hope this clears out all the confusion of ppl ... lemme get back to work ... chill ppl ...

Bad Day ...

Okie ... today ie 25th Dec was a real bad day for me ... I woke up in the mornin at 10, then made myself Maggi, spoke to some frens ... now that doesn't sound bad rite ... but wait, there's more ... the worst part is yet to come ... at around 1 pm, I started feelin lonely, and idle ... n wat does a guy do when he's lonely and idle ... like the saying goes ... an idle mind is a devil's workshop, I did somethin stupid and crazy ... I got myself a bottle of vodka, some snacks and cold drink ... and drank more than half of the bottle which in human limits is insane ... so then I felt sleepy and so I slept ... when I got up, it was 9:45 pm ... I couldn't recall a thing ... I felt as if I slept in the night and thru a full mornin and got up again in the night ... and then after some time my head cleared and a huge fu^%^g headache crept in ... then I decided to watch some TV, made myself some Bread - Omlette and started watching some shows on TV ... but it couldn't last long as that headache started gettin worse ... so around 12 am, I decided to try and go back to sleep ... but then that didn't happen either ... so at around 12:30 am, I got up, took a shower ... yeah a cold water shower at 12:30 in the night ... and then got ready and did the unthinkable ... left for office at 1 am ... and rite now I'm in office writing this blog ... I even wonder that wat a life I have now ... I think I shud start up a new band like Westlife ... only I'll call my band WASTELIFE ... and now almost everyday I pray to God to take away this worthless excuse of a life that I'm leading ... don't want it anymore ... see, I can't kill myself ... but I hope that God listens to me some day and I too will get my miracle and he'll fulfill my wish ... ok ... not that my life ain't fine ... my job's good and life is so-so ... but I'm just tired of living ... tired of living such a worthless life ... anyways, i'm in office now and i feel much better ... my prayer won't change though ...

P.S> A very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year ...