Lots Of Questions

Why is it so hard to understand someone??? Nobody knows what are the reasons behind anyone doing what they do except the one doing it and sometimes it gets worse when the one doing it himself also doesn't know why he does what he does ... Why is it so hard for people to express what they really want to say ... what is the factor that stops them from saying what's in their heart ... Is it fear?? Or is it just the fact that we presume that the person who we want shud understand the most would never really do ... What makes people just do things for someone without even thinking twice??? Is it love??? Or is it just naturally embedded in them to care for that someone so much, that every wish becomes their command ... What makes people do all those crazy things that make no sense to others but are the most sensible n important things for the one doing them ... Nobody can seem to understand the reason behind it all, they try to, but never succeed ... Only the one who does it seems to reason with the things he does ... Even the minutest n stupidest reason cud be his as important as his life ... But why is that??? Can a second person ever understand that??? But the question arises shud he even bother to understand???


Wow !!! Please don't bother with this post ... just some questions that come up in my head when i think that i can't be understood that well ... tak care ppl ...

Serendipity ...

Serendipity - a fortunate accident ...

... saw this great romantic movie ... it stars Kate Beckinsale and John Cusack in the lead ... man was this movie one of the best romantic movies ever made or wat ... it can really tingle ur heart and pull all the strings of ur heart to give u this heavenly intoxication which makes u want to be wit ur love ... Serendipity immediately climbed the charts as one of my favourite 10 romantic movies ... this movie's all about fate n destiny and bout how these 2 factors can bring 2 ppl who were destined to be with each other, together ... the performances were great n i hav to mention Jeremy Piven, who played the role of the hero's best fren who's always givin great advice with absolutely great sense of humour but in a very realistic manner ... he's the one who motivates the hero to just see the signs n follow his heart ...

This movie actually makes me think about our lives ... should we be believin in fate n destiny n signs??? maybe we all hav a particular destiny and the choices we make in everyday life are governed by that destiny ... i remember there was a time i used to believe in signs given to me by god ... signs that warned me to stop wat i was doin or to go ahead with somethin good that i was doin ... but rite now i don't really remember the last time i saw a sign from god ... mayb its the belief that makes u see the signs ... cos whenever u know dat u r doin somethin bad or stupid (ur conscience lets u know ie), if anythin bad happens around u, u automatically see it as a bad sign ... this is true for good actions too ... u c mayb there r no coincidences n everythin happens for a reason ... its upon us to see the reason, which cud be good or bad ... wat do u ppl think???

Anyways, i don't know whether i myself believe in signs ... actually i do but i also hav the courage to fight against the signs ... cos i'm not ready to accept the signs given to me ... i believe that if we want somethin real bad, even god can't change ur mind with all the signs that he gives u ... i know its foolishness cos i've seen the results of not obeyin the signs but i'm ready to do the mistake again cos this time i'd rather feel the agony of my wish not gettin fulfilled than lettin go of the most beautiful feelin god's created ... anyways this sounds like a load of crap so just one advice for u folks out there ... actually two ... watch 'Serendipity' and always follow ur heart ... life's too short to be using ur brains ... take care ppl ...

Its Hottt ....

Wats up with this place??? It is gettin hotter day-by-day ... days r real bad ... and nites ain't that sweet either ... only thing left is a big pot of boilin-hot oil to make this place hell ... everybody might think that atleast stayin indoors wud be a relief, but its a furnace indoors ... but i guess its better to stay indoors than face the scorchin sun outside ... i remember when it used to atleast rain in summers to save us from the wrath of the goddamn heat, but this summer even that looks like a far-fetched possibility ... there are a lot of things i can't bear ... but i guess rite now, the f&^*&g heat tops the list ... at times like these i think bout this song by Nelly which goes as "Its gettin hot in here, so take off all ur clothes ..." ... but then i think how much more shud i take off??? isn't it enuf that we r roamin bout wit only our bare essentials on us??? and then to top all this, we sometimes hav to go about the day with some really bad-timing powercuts ... these powercuts hav a good side though ... it brings all of us together for a absolute no-sense chat cos we don't hav anythin else to do ... but then when the power's back on, I get to witness the fastest dissappearin act too - just a blink of an eye and everyone's back in their rooms in front of their comps or under the fans ... one day the heat really went up my head cos i started thinkin bout weird inventions again or basically some weird way to beat the heat ... like for instance, how bout a huge bucket filled with lots of water(the only thing we hav in abundance out here) so that I cud just soak in it forever but i guess 'I' wud require not a bucket but a whole swimming pool so scrap it ... or then mayb a portable AC which our coll cud purchase n then wud go room-to-room and giv us chilled air for 15 mins every 2 hours ... but i don't think we have made one of those so even that's scrapped ... man is this heat drivin me crazy??? don't know wat crap i've written already ... all i know that if it continues to be so hot, then in a few more days I cud really enhance my complexion to get a role as a guy from a Zulu tribe who is lost in a city n who's favourite timepass is dancing around the fire on the beat of Tribal Dance by ... by .... hmmm ... don't really know who's the artist ... anyways ... before i cook myself into a perfect meal for cannibals i better get lost ... tak care ppl ...

Cool Quiz

Hey ppl ... came across this fundu quiz at my fren's blog ... Brokenshard ... anyways will try to answer them ... hope u like it ... actually don't really care ...


01. Take the book that is closest to you, open page 18, what does line 4 say?
Books??? looks like will hav to go back to 2nd sem to come in contact wit any of those ... anyways honestly can't seem to find any book that is close to me ... all seem to be quite far away ... n i'm feelin too lazy to reach for one ...

02. Extend your left arm all you can. What’s the first thing you can touch?
My bed ... i'm notorius to hav only 2 positions in my room ... one's in front of my comp, other's on my bed ... yeahhh ... my sweet, temptin bed .... heh ... snap out of it man ...

03. What was the last thing you watched on TV?
Hmmm ... can't really remember ... but mayb somethin on Star World or Star One ... mayb "The Practice" or "Special Squad" ... or then mayb some remix music vdo wit a poor girl havin no clothes ... man ... my memory has surely started to suck ...

04. Without looking, try to guess what time it is.
6.23 a.m.

05. Now look at the clock, what time is it?
6.23 a.m. (man am i good ...)

06. Besides your computer, what can you hear?
The fan above me, some birds outside .... n yeah voices in my head ...

07. When was the last time you walked on the street?
Don't really remember cos usually on my bike ... but i guess sometime last week ...

08. Before coming to this page, what site were you visiting?
Brokenshard ...

09. What are you wearing?
A blue shorts ... wat ... expectin more ??? ... its really hot nowadays ppl ....

10. Did you dream last night?
Yeah mayb .... can't tell u though ... its a shecret ...

11. When was the last time you laughed?
Mayb last nite when i was out wit my frens ... naaa ... not really ... mayb the last time i was wit this close fren of mine wit whom i'm always happy ... damn it ... thats too much info ... lets move on ...

12. What’s on the walls on the room where you are?
A sorry excuse for a calender ... 2 cloth hangers(or watever they r called) ... 2 tubelights ... 1 small fan ... and yeah lotsa switches ... can't seem to find any cobwebs though ...

13. Have you seen something weird lately?
Yeah ... a mirror ... guess i'm the most weird thing i've seen lately ...

14. What do you think of this test?
Test??? Wat test???

15. What was the last movie you saw?
Behind Enemy Lines ... was avoidin this movie for quite some time now cos i presumed that it was a stupid war movie but am really glad i watched it cos its one of the coolest movies i've seen lately ... great camerawork, cool pace n too good performances ...

16. If you became a multi-millionaire tonight, what would you buy first?
F.R.I.E.N.D.S. DVD Set for me n my fren ... n mayb a house, a car n yeah some beautiful flowers for someone ... n yes, clothes for those poor remix vdo gals ...

17. Tell me something I don’t know about you. Be sincere:
I'm weirder than u think i'm ... yeah passionate too ... n a bit psychotic ... now thats a weird thing to say ...

18. If you could change something in the world, that wasn’t politics related, what would it be?
Me ... totally from head-to-toe ... brain, heart, body ... the works ...

19. Do you like to dance?
Yeah, mayb ... but restrain myself in the fear of breakin somethin ...

20. George Bush:
Who's that??? jokes apart ... don't giv a damn to comment bout him ...

21.a. Imagine your first kid its a girl. What would you name her?
Can't really think of any names ... but mayb some name close to my future wife's name ... or mayb Alicia Silverstone (minus the lastname of course) ... how does Alicia Sahoo sound???

21.b. Imagine your first kid its a boy. What would you name him?
Nopes ... no ideas watsoever ... mayb some name similar to mine or mayb Sylvester Stallone .... now, how does Sylvester Sahoo sound???

22. Have you ever thought of migrating to another country?
Yeah ... but not much ...

23. What language would you like to learn how to speak fluently?
Spanish, French (the most romantic language) ... and yeah Oriya ...

24. Name the top 3 TV shows you like the most right now:
F.R.I.E.N.D.S. (can't get enuf of it)
JOEY (not like the one above, but kinda good though)
Music Vdos ... basically not into watchin T.V. nomore ...

25. Say something profound:
profound : Showing intellectual penetration or emotional depths; from the depths of your being ...
... see thats wat it means ... now do u really think i can say somethin profound???

thats it ppl ... tak care ...

Man ... this is f%$^$g great ...

Man ... am i pissed off ... had just finished this long post when my fu^$%g IE decided to hang up on me ... so i lost the whole post ... y god y??? feel like bombin the Microsoft buildin ... guess it serves me rite for not usin Opera ... anyways tak care ppl ... hope a tragedy like this never happens to u ...