Bad Day ...
Okie ... today ie 25th Dec was a real bad day for me ... I woke up in the mornin at 10, then made myself Maggi, spoke to some frens ... now that doesn't sound bad rite ... but wait, there's more ... the worst part is yet to come ... at around 1 pm, I started feelin lonely, and idle ... n wat does a guy do when he's lonely and idle ... like the saying goes ... an idle mind is a devil's workshop, I did somethin stupid and crazy ... I got myself a bottle of vodka, some snacks and cold drink ... and drank more than half of the bottle which in human limits is insane ... so then I felt sleepy and so I slept ... when I got up, it was 9:45 pm ... I couldn't recall a thing ... I felt as if I slept in the night and thru a full mornin and got up again in the night ... and then after some time my head cleared and a huge fu^%^g headache crept in ... then I decided to watch some TV, made myself some Bread - Omlette and started watching some shows on TV ... but it couldn't last long as that headache started gettin worse ... so around 12 am, I decided to try and go back to sleep ... but then that didn't happen either ... so at around 12:30 am, I got up, took a shower ... yeah a cold water shower at 12:30 in the night ... and then got ready and did the unthinkable ... left for office at 1 am ... and rite now I'm in office writing this blog ... I even wonder that wat a life I have now ... I think I shud start up a new band like Westlife ... only I'll call my band WASTELIFE ... and now almost everyday I pray to God to take away this worthless excuse of a life that I'm leading ... don't want it anymore ... see, I can't kill myself ... but I hope that God listens to me some day and I too will get my miracle and he'll fulfill my wish ... ok ... not that my life ain't fine ... my job's good and life is so-so ... but I'm just tired of living ... tired of living such a worthless life ... anyways, i'm in office now and i feel much better ... my prayer won't change though ...
P.S> A very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year ...
posted by Sam at 1:56 PM
10 Comments:
Wat's wrong with u man?This is sth not expected from u or rather i sud say,just expected out of u...Please,try and be normal..Make some friends,engage urself into some kinda activities other than office ofcourse...I am really worried..I am concerned abt u...Pliz take care.....
I have a good peice of advice for u:
Move out of Chennai and go to a place where u have some near and dear ones and ur working hours are normal !
well said Mr. anonymous or is it a Miss?
Anyways,u'd better mend your ways before I arrive in Chennai for the new year Mr. Sahoo or else...your prayers are seriously gonna be answered;)
Take care dood...ye kya haal bana rakha hai???
p.s.->KINDLY follow the advice given...come to BANGALORE!!!!:)
okie ... thanx for all the advice ... but heyy ... u r taking my writing wayyyy too seriously ... u ppl r not so lucky that i'll die so soon ... i've been cursed to live for a hundred years, so no tension ... and i think Mr.Anonymous is Harish so sorry Sukanya, he's definitely not a Miss...
and about moving back to Bangalore ... I think my prayers wud just get stronger out there ... ;)
Dont worry frendz. Everythin will be alrite..... ... he will be alrite as he was alone for some days....
hey wots all dis crap...
Comeon... I've always seen u smiling and pulling others legs...
OK I hav been a victim also...;)
Ya Sukanya use to say me u r an emotional guy... but comeon man ...
U can do better...
Hey cheer up...
Cause if evry1 start thinking like u then I guess evrything will cease...
Hey so just cheer up and remember its not u only who is affected many r affected by dat...
And believe me there are more reason to smile than cry but it is only dat we giv more priority to the demoralising ones... and dats all the story...
Just pick up a purpose in life and I guess rest will be taken care while fulfilling the purpose....
HEY SMILE DUDE ... :-)
hey,who's this second anonymous!It's jus my right...N leme tell u,i am not Harish!
okay ... wat's goin on in here ??? who r these anonymouse ppl ??? a word of advice for all u anonymous ppl out there ... kindly state ur name at the end of the comment ... anyways, thanx sunil for those moralizing statements ...
If i would have ever wanted u to know my name,i would not have been anonymous...Anyways,jus take good care of urself.....
wow ... mysterious Mr/Miss Anonymous ??? yeah rite ... and to be frank ... am not a huge fan of mystery ... mystery novels are ok but mysterious ppl ... nopes ... not my cup of tea/vodka ... anyways ... ur wish ... wat else can i say ???
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