To My Best Friend ... Aks ...

Hi ppl ... i'm back ... but only to say that time's not fine around me ... lots of things happened in the past but not as bad as wat happened on April 1st ... life played a f&%&^# joke on me n a lot of people ... i lost my best friend to God in an accident in the f&%&^@ water of Puri ... he's gone now and i'm left alone here ... he was my room-mate n also one of the closest friends i ever had ... just can't forget when i saw his lifeless body in front of me ... a guy who was always full-of-life n then he didn't have any life left in him ... n now i can just see 2 pics in my mind ... one of his smilin face n then next his lifeless face ... i just cudn't think wat to think that nite when we were all waitin for his unfortunate mother to come n get the news of her only son passin away ... can't describ the feelin in words ... all i know that his family , me n a lot of my frens hav suffered a great loss ... a friend who always taught me wat was Right n Wrong ... who was with me in all my good n bad times ... who always consoled me when i was down ... he always told me wat to do when i cudn't think clearly bout any problem ... n now ... after 3 days ... i miss him ... i miss him teasin me ... i miss his presence around the room even though we didn't speak much ... i even miss the silence between us ... we hav had so many fun times together n hav always been on various adventures ... i remember there was a time when ppl called us both as "Saaya n Blouse" cos we were inseparable ... he wanted to do so much in his life n now ........ i feel sad but most sad for his mom and his sisters ... he was a big 'laadla' in his family being the youngest ... his mom had so much expectations from him n i know that he always thought of only livin upto them ... just a few more days n he'd hav joined Infy and his mom wud hav been able to retire ... why god why? ... why give so much grief to them ??? ... all i hope is that he'd be in a very peaceful place rite now n that somehow his family learn to live their lifes in peace n happiness in his absence which is very unlikely but i pray to God to atleast give them that much ... i know life has to move on for us too n i'm sincerely tryin to by distractin myself but don't know how much i can keep up wit the act ... lets all just pray for peace to his soul ... Bye Akschat ... Loved u too much ... u'll always be in my heart n i can never forget how important u r to me ... bye ....